all we are

I tried to paint you a picture
The colors were all wrong
Black and white didn't fit you
And all along
You were shaded with patience
And strokes of everything
That I need just to make it
And I believe that

I could tear you apart
But it won't break
Anything that you are, you are

We'll say our goodbyes you know it's better that way
We won't break, we won't die
It's just a moment of change
All we are, all we are, is everything that's right
All we need, all we need, our love is at a bind

I walked a minute in your shoes
They never would've fit
I figured there's nothing to lose
I need to get some perspective on these words
Before I write them down
You're an island and my ship is running ground

I could tear your apart
But it won't break
Anything that we are, we are

Every single day that I can breathe
You changed my philosophy
I'm never gonna let you pass me by

So don't say your goodbyes
You know its better that way
We won't break, we won't die
It's just a moment of change

All we are, all we are, is everything that's right
All we need, all we need, our love is at a bind

-One republic.

Exactly everything that i want to say to you now.

im handsome no?

lol. im just kidding.

but i AM handsome no? lol. :P

anyway, my point is, i was reading my favourite columnist's writings just now and she wrote something about dating good looking guys.

pretty interesting. and true. and real. and crystal. and really true lah.

(okay okay. i know i not handsome bah.)

so here goes. if youre free lah. click.

fuhbahlus

all my bags are packed,

im ready to go.

im standing here outside the base.

i love to call you up to say goodbye.

but the dawn is breaking its early morn,

the van is waiting hes blowing his horn,

already im so impatient i could cry.

so hug me and wave for me,

tell me that you wont wait for me,

hold me like youll let me go.

im so leaving, on a boeing.

dont really want to come back again.

:)

and no, that chair's still in one piece when i left.

happy fourth

cheers, you, to h.e.a.

:)

wedding bills

Tagged on Wedding by Pinky and John:

How old are you?
im freshly legal. :P

fresh and strong. haha. stop laughing. :P so anyone's in? 

Are you single?
yeah i am not.

In what age do you think you'll get married?
maybe thirty? i think its quite alright. :)

Do you think you'll be marrying the person you are with now?
i will. i dont need to think la. God's going to do the thinking for me. :)

If not, who do you want to marry?
i want to marry a rich woman, be fat and merry. and explode of fatness and die in little pain. lol. i want to marry her. :)

Do you want a garden/beach or a traditional wedding?
beach wedding sounds interesting. but it gets a little messy no? :) ill stick to traditional. the you may kiss the bride thingee. :D

Your ideal motive?
err my ideal motive is to get married? lol. just to have someone i can trust and witness our lives.

Where do you plan to go on a honeymoon?
why honeymoon ah? cant everyday be honeymoon? :P ill try to make everyday a honeymoon! :) whii.

wanna snap loads of pics you. :)

How many guests do you think you'll invite?
immediate families, close friends, workmates.

Do you want an extravagant wedding or a simple wedding?
who doesnt want a big fat wedding? lol.

Do you want the traditional vows or something you'd make up on your own?
ill pop in some jim-ism and juice some vows. probably ill rap it out. haha.

How many layers of cake do you want?
gazillions of em. haha. :) three maybe? 4 and 5 is no good no?

Do you prefer having your reception at a hotel or a simple place?
i think for us, we have to do it in a hotel right? lol. its all about the stars.

When do you want to get married, morning or evening?
church ceremony morning, night dinner. :)

You'd rather have your reception outdoors or indoors?
indoors. people will feel more comfy. :)

outdoors. :) 

Do you like a grand entrance for your groom?
she might be reading this, so no im not telling. :P

Name the song/tune you'd like to play at your wedding?
i love you, you love me, we are one big family. lol. i can bring barney in too!

Are you a morning person or a night person?
nothing to do with the tag right? but yeah, im dual. :)

Do you want a solemn ceremony or a light one?
haih, how many times you want to ask? naggy.

Describe your ideal husband/wife?
wife.

Do you prefer fine dining or just the normal spoon & fork/knife?
fine dining use hand ka? not cutleries? lol.

Champagne or red wine?
red wine. mild and slow. cheers to h.e.a.

Honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding?
like i said, everyday must be honeymoon bah. how to be contented with one day oh honeymoon? :P

Money or household items?
ah this one i prefer money. buy loads of orange things for the house! :)

Who will pay for the bills?
stupid question. who else? :P lol but if SHE wants to contribute to OUR wedding, nothing wrong also right? lol. :D

Are you ready for married life?
not really. a house and a car. :)

 
shadows, me not me. ><

Do you think you will still be a virgin until you get married?
*cough cough* :P of course lah! wink.

Will you always be true to your wife/husband?
i will always be true to my wife. :D my first honest answer. haha. :P

How many kids would you like to have?
two. maximum two. ohh man, if i have more than two, then every visit to mcD will cost more than rm 50 ah. :P

A new house for a newly wed or an old one?
i prefer a new one. architectured by jim, if possible. :)

What kind of cuisine would you like for your wedding?
western, chinese. yeah? that will be good enough.

Will you record your honeymoon in a CD or DVD?
who uses CD anymore? ill put it in HDD. :) clearer, more quality.

Whose wedding plans would you like to know next?
1. you. muacks.
2. cherly. (:D)
3. ziman (i know. but you still can do it mah). 
4. devan (you can do it on my comment box :P)
5. jolin ah. (now you have a blog. cant run away :P) 
6. adi asnawi. (i know you want this) :P
7. dean. (okay you fans should thank me for this) :P

 

trampling jim

15 days to 2nd lecturer visit and evaluation.

10 days to projects reviews by managers.

3 days on the platform.

30 full minutes for a slice of cheesecake when i was there. :P

3 days back from the platform.

12 hours before going back to the platform from now.

10 estimated days on the platform.

10 estimated days sleeping on the supply boat.

10 estimated days of bad weather at night.

10 estimated days of nauseating sleeps.

0 days to prepare my final slides and projects.

perfect. just perfect.

rawr.

well, i hope your days are better. :)

ps: i hope you are all right. please take good care of yourself okay? im always here, right here beside you.