: : invincible

the "love" letter

In reality, I am NEVER
gonna' ever lust over you cause I am
peaceful and happy without you.
What disturbs me most is how much
I use to love you
but truthfully, lately.. I want to throw memories of you up
as high as the skies above. I still do.
Maybe u will never understand how much but
you are the one I
loathe. I could NEvER
cherish,..and I will never
remember you. Will surely"
forget all the joy u once brought into my life.
In my mind only fills the hurt u brought.
"Nobody can replace you" and
I doubt THAT would ever cross my mind again.
"You are my soul mate to be"
once upon a time..
And when I'm by your side, I
would never think that I
want to continue loving and protecting you.
Get lost creep! Dont you realise that
Your presence is
like a torn memory, never
a sweet reminisce to my soul.
After this letter, never would
I want to see and feel you
so dont u ever.. ever come near me..
from this very second.
I will not look for u cause
my love for you
has dissapeared frm the
moment you hurt me so bad and my decision.. will never change.
[ a mile between the truth and the actions. ]

[edited from yvonne's ]

things that are seen, does not convey.
the unseen.. says all,
how wonderful.
those unseen,
translates the very heart of mine,
though not allowed.
the shades of red says to you,
though not allowed.
this space, im allowed to.
its near, the very one day,
where it all started.