i do

its really amazing what God can do in my life.

almost a year ago, rumours about possibilities to actually come to aussie for a one semester program spreaded. ive never really gave much thought, called daddy, and okay, give it a go why not?

there were plenty of considerations; hefty amount of decisions to make at that point of time, decisions that will definitely bring about a roundabout to our lives.

there were uncertainties, as though our sponsors are just simply trying to send us guinea pigs here to aussie to be slaughtered nicely. not right?
try flight confirmation 2 days before our flight.


X-me

5 months after that, i find myself in brisbane international airport as a lost sheep, 'bah bah bah'-ing all the way here where i live now, for a while more.



it was a good start. everything was good; the weather, the people, and we were happy. or at least i was pretty happy.

being in some foreign land, people i see and a little peek of the roundness of the world. just a little peek.

i can never wish to see the other end.



but that peek, that very peek.. sometimes i figure, changes me a lot. a whole lot.

i sometimes disregard them as happiness. i sometimes do. plenty of factors i cannot tell. plenty of happenings, right and wrong. plenty of friends, honest and temporary. plenty of regrets, now.

it is just hard to just leave and never come back. to just leave and it all becomes fond memories. probably a year later, or even a month later, forgotten.

but not me.



i do not want to see it that way anymore, as ironic as it may seem.

i just want to remember people and i want to tell them how thankful i am.
how thankful i am to know them, and to join their family.

i want to give all glory to God that He made this possible for worthless me to see and feel.

i want to leave and stay.

i guess time passes.

soon.



poonyahra people, them.