future

somehow, future, is suddenly very controlled.

owing someone HEAPS of money even before printing them with sweat; like a soul is sold and theres no turning back.

waiting for them to decide whether the soul is worth an office chair in the tallest office.

and every other person, from another big, bigger, or biggest company will ask:

“so youre a scholar.”

*looks at you in the eyes through your heart knowing the true ineligibility that you have; your only weakness*

the heart trembles then, knowing that the price cannot be paid, or question answered.

controlled. yeah.

God will have His ways. please show Your way.

p/s: show enthusiasm to your hosts. important. freaking important.