dream

i wonder if it’s torture or sympathy.

timeline

031010

1100 “i’m bringing you to a job in khafji. it’s a shoot and pull should be quite quick.”

1200 lunch and learn making HARCs.

1330 prepare the job container.

1600 went to see the SDP.

1700 finalize the container.

1800 load out the container.

1900 go home.

2000 bahrain to stamp my visa.

2200 someplace i recently call home.

041010

0400 brush teeth.

0415 go to base.

0500 go to khafji

051010

0800 AD 30.

101010

hopefully the job ends then.

121010

hopefully home by now.

131010

i won’t want to miss this flight for the world.

151010

we will all be so pissed we won’t recognize each other.

161010

family day.

171010

after 5 years, we are all waiting for that day.

191010

i don’t want to talk about it.  

second love

my first pair of kustoms. oh.

simple, and nice, but unfortunately white. mine went really old, brown and dusty after 2 years of service and still i refuse to throw them away.

please tell me if someone is selling this in kuala lumpur, please?

*eyes big big and blink blink*

and this.

life was good. things are so different now.

growing up? hmm.

i miss

pikovery nanovery microvery milivery sentivery desivery very kilovery megavery gigavery teravery much . :(

gotta love this

one of my favourites, nicely resung. :D enjoy!

diet

disclaimer: tidak halal and random post.

when i was in labuan, i had a lot of these, and they were good!

even better when its only 100 cals per bottle.

but why dont they sell them in semenanjung?

:(

i am a boy too

If I were a boy
even just for a day
I'd roll out of bed in the morning
and throw on what I wanted and go

Drink beer with the guys
and chase after girls
I'd kick it with who I wanted
and I'd never get confronted for it
cause they stick up for me

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man
I'd listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

If you were a boy
then girl you'd understand
you need to stop listening to your friends
love, respect and trust your man

So I go to clubs with the guys
and sometimes flirt with the girls
I should be able to roll out
as long as Im coming home to you
and give you the world

But you are not a boy,
so you dont have a clue (ey)
How I work and pay the bills
girl everything I do is for you (eh eh)

I'd listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a Boy

If I were a Girl (Kelly)

I would turn off my phone

I wouldn't play games

Tell everyone it's broken
so they'd think that I was sleeping alone

Girl you know thats wrong

I’d put myself first
and make the rules as I go
Cause I know that she’ll be faithful,
waiting for me to come home, to come home.

But you are not a boy,
so you can't understand
You are not a perfect woman
and I am not a perfect man (remix,remix)

I'd listen to her (eh eh)
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

Kelly: Said Im sorry

It's a little too late for you to come back

but I cant let you go
cause Im too attached

If you thought I would wait for you
you thought wrong

But you're just a boy

-If I Were A Boy (Remix) (ft. R. Kelly) Lyrics

balance

I cant stand to fly
Im not that naive
Im just out to find
The better part of me

Im more than a bird...Im more than a plane
More than some pretty face beside a train
Its not easy to be me

Wish that I could cry
Fall upon my knees
Find a way to lie
About a home Ill never see

It may sound absurd...but dont be naive
Even heroes have the right to bleed
I may be disturbed...but wont you concede
Even heroes have the right to dream
Its not easy to be me

Up, up and away...away from me
Its all right...you can all sleep sound tonight
Im not crazy... or anything...

I cant stand to fly
Im not that naive
Men werent meant to ride
With clouds between their knees

Im only a man in a silly red sheet
Digging for kryptonite on this one way street
Only a man in a funny red sheet
Looking for special things inside of me
Inside of me
Inside me
Yeah, inside me
Inside of me

Im only a man
In a funny red sheet
Im only a man
Looking for a dream

Im only a man
In a funny red sheet
And its not easy,
Its not easy to be me

-five for fighting

mem.ory

eaten alive.

beyond imagination

what do you want to be?