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'perhaps love is like a resting place, a shelter from the storm. it exists to give you comfort, it is there to keep you warm. and in those times of trouble, when you are most alone, the memory of love will bring you home.'

-j.denver-

Kuala Lumpur..

Oh there this overwhelming feeling again. Back to work pretty soon. 

header

hello new header!

p/s: interesting dynamic templates blogger. hmm. tempting!

and oh, hello disneyland! :D 

til the very end

life in the middle east

is like this. 

i miss home. 

i really do miss this

who invaded kia?

*salivates* so tempting. 

anyone? starts at rm 102k. :D

kia oh kia. 

audiophile

hello beautiful waves! 

and hello impulsive buying. lol.

okay technically not buying because the company sponsored like 85%. 

but anyhow, hope i can stay longer to use them more. ;)

stormy

“jim, apa jadi dengan rambut kamu tu?”

“err, pendek bagus mah.”

“dipanah petir jadinya?”

that was feedback from my indonesian sifu when he first saw me. lol.

but i do love it when i have short hair. :)

airy and free. whee!

metaphors

who do you think you are.

running around leaving scars.

collecting your jars of hearts.

tearing love apart.

you’re going to catch a cold.

from the ice inside your soul.

don’t come back for me.

don’t come back at all. 

- the writer of the song.

remember?

i hate shaving. at least 3 cuts per shave.

gah.

sigh 1.0

“it's just that you're becoming more and more serious. where's the fun in you?”

i’m losing myself.

:(

hypocrite

pollution. :(

like really really bad pollution.

i once quoted

“life is one heck of a rollercoaster ride. just sit down, yell and enjoy the ride.”

this is certainly one heck of a rollercoaster ride. and i’m definitely yelling.

i’m just not quite sure if i’m enjoying it.

what if?

civilization-less

as much as i want to write more, i wish i can stay longer here.

just got back from one of the worst job ever (well, in the few months i turned blue). well didnt flow, tools went cuckoo, the supervisor, but i at least had great company to suffer with.

24 hours in civilization, i’m off to a country south of ksa, a country that was deemed unsafe, or maybe, still is, alone.

what i am hearing is scaring my pants off, but let’s see.

i will tell more when things come.

be okay, everyone.

especially you.

KSA BAH AUH KUL

abu dhabi airport, still as busy as before though its dawn.

so, 12 more hours till i breathe polluted city air and hug the brown bear for six days, 4 in perak and 2 in KL,

please tick slowly. or freeze at some points i don’t mind. i want to see my friends, eat dinners at home, and catch all those movies. 2 days in KL is just really not enough. :(

(oh and anyone who's up for late night movies please please holla me!)

the last time i was back home, i took a week to readjust my biological clock. and now, as soon as i adapt to GMT +8, its time to rewind it back to GMT +3. grr.

just ONE reason why i hate a round earth. >.<

once upon a time

so almost 6 years ago we entered university.

we laughed, cried, drove, sang, studied, failed (yeah right),  disappeared, “pati-ed”, burnt midnight oil, burnt day oil, made quality friends, enemies, cursed some lecturers, fell asleep in class, peeped some answers, played loads of badminton, jogged, squash, basketball, walked, jumped, fell, rolled, spent shitload much of money, watched loads of movies, watch boys and girls (what?), cursed the pak guard, oh the mak guards, hu ha about tests, projects, assignments, ranted like a queen, camped in the library, camwhored, hated in house food, ate chinese chicken in tronoh, missed home, met crazy impromptu decisions, went crazy

and now we are going to attend our graduation. after 8 months ending our semester.

(potong stim at some point la hor?)

so a shoutout to all back there later, come “home” and we shall all sing, dance, laugh, eat, chat, go crazy and drink like never before!

see you all soon! ;D

jumps

THREE MORE DAYS!

WOOTS!

oh God please let time pass slowly in KL this time!

slowest! :D

AD 30

i finally know how it feels like to put a firing head together when a 200,000 dollars jack up rig is waiting for only you.

and the 10 minutes wait before the guns fired, too slow too dang slow.

thank God for His protection, energy and guidance. :)

timeline

031010

1100 “i’m bringing you to a job in khafji. it’s a shoot and pull should be quite quick.”

1200 lunch and learn making HARCs.

1330 prepare the job container.

1600 went to see the SDP.

1700 finalize the container.

1800 load out the container.

1900 go home.

2000 bahrain to stamp my visa.

2200 someplace i recently call home.

041010

0400 brush teeth.

0415 go to base.

0500 go to khafji

051010

0800 AD 30.

101010

hopefully the job ends then.

121010

hopefully home by now.

131010

i won’t want to miss this flight for the world.

151010

we will all be so pissed we won’t recognize each other.

161010

family day.

171010

after 5 years, we are all waiting for that day.

191010

i don’t want to talk about it.